Different

Flying back home in 7 hours to explore the possibility of a different life back there. Don't know why and how I just want to have something different. Can't really stand this me who is losing the proactive and positive attitude for life. Don't know what would be the result but I just got to try.

Never Try Never Know.

My last time making this kind of big changes was about 16 months ago. The result up to now is not so good but I believe I learned something new about life and myself. That's the reason why I strongly believe I just got to try and make some difference. So it's time for another one. Another different life. Another challenges waiting ahead of me.

現實

人是現實的
如果連家人之間都要談金錢
我想沒有什麼是真心的吧

還以為回家可能可以找到一絲溫暖
不過我想我會失望的
不管是在價值觀或是生活方式上
可預見到的衝突都不少

人可能真的只能靠自己
但是我累了
我只想找個地方休息
找個地方可以安心的休息
找個地方可以感受到溫暖
不過那好像是個奢望
一個不知道何時可能實現的奢望

真是不該繼續感傷下去
生病過後的一天
人可能總是會多愁善感的吧...

Strong?!

Thought I'm very independent and strong, things are just different when we fall sick. Hasn't been very healthy especially these two years. Seeing both Chinese and Western doctors which costs a bomb but seems not working as it's really bad today.

Really hate this kind of sick feeling especially staying alone at home. Dare not to tell my parents as I know they would keep worrying about me but can't do anything as they are so far far away. However, I just don't want to be alone when I'm sick. I just want to drink some hot and nice fish soup when I'm sick. Seems that's only possible when I'm at home. Guess it's time to make the decision.

Home I Come!!

Warm Welcome to Issac!!

Warm welcome to Jean's baby boy, Issac, who was born on 12th Oct 2006. Got Jean's message yesterday on my way back to Singapore. I know her due date is coming soon but I didn't realize she actually delivered the baby on Thursday. Went to visit her and the baby at home this afternoon. Issac is really small to me and he doesn't really look like a 3kg baby, but he is only 4 days old. : )

Jean is one of the earliest one getting married among my friends at the same age group and now she is also the first one to be a proud MOMMY. The way she feeds and takes care of the baby is just very amazing and touching to me. Guess we really stepped into the next stage of our lives already. More responsibility and more mature. That should be a good sign I guess. : )

New Findings in KL

Was in KL for business trip this week. One of the night, I went to Mid Valley, my usual shopping and eating place, for dinner. After dinner, I went to walk around Jusco and I was really surprised to see 乖乖, my child time favorite cookies. Lately, I found more and more Taiwan product products available in both Singapore and Malaysia. Great to know that Taiwanese products are penetrating into overseas market and they are really delicious.

Yesterday, my colleague and I took the early morning bus at Pudu Raya to Kuantan to visit one of our customers. The bus was 9am but we went to China Town (Pataling Street) for the nice congee for breakfast. Food in Malaysia is always nice especially this kind of old stalls. Along the way there, there are a few floral shops and I was surprised to see them having Winnie the Pooh as part of the flower sets. Creative!!

Authentic Finnish Creeps

It's really a very much sweet stuff weekend. After my chocolate cake yesterday, Chou invited a couple of friends to his place to enjoy the authentic Finnish Creeps for lunch. It looked like simple stuff but it's only nice when it's prepared with warn heart and good friends around.

Felt a bit down because of the different problems and issues on hand lately. Sometimes, I just hate the feeling of "being alone" though I'm a person who used to enjoy spending time with myself. It's really great to have friends around to kill another weekend for me. Trying my best to make the whole thing different now as I can't stand myself demoralized and unhappy for too long. Got to get back my up beat pace and happy mood very very soon.

Indulge

Was a bit down on Sat evening because of the up and down last week. So decided to go for my usual therapy, watching movie, to kill time. However, that was another one hour more to go and I was at Plaza Singapore where I can't find any interesting shops to shop around.

Therefore, I decided to do a sinful thing that I have stopped myself doing for quite a while. I went for a nice Chocolate Cake at Secret Receipt. What a sinful thing but I did get a bit happier after this indulge. Guess that's the reason why people say that most of women can't live without dessert. That's quite true for me.

My Jade Bracelet

Just broke my jade bracelet which I have been wearing for almost the past 10 years. My heart just sink when I saw it broken on the floor. It seems to be broken somewhere somehow like my jade bracelet now also. So hard yet so fragile.