First Project

My first project on executive search is helping my client in Denmark specialising in thermal solution to search a sales head to penetrate OEM market in Asia. Last Friday, I did a conference call to present them the search result and the candidates I identified for them. They are quite satisfied with the result and now the interviews with the candidates are all in progress.

Actually, my progress is considered slow as we normally committed my client to finish the search within 4 working weeks. I did finish it 2 weeks ago. It was CeBIT last week so we delayed the presentation until last Friday. It was very challenging for me at start because I was not comfortable talking to people with false ID in order to get the names and contact number. However, I'm getting more comfortable with it after a few weeks of talking to everyone anyone on the phone.

Two weeks ago, I started to concentrate totally on Business Development as I have only one month left to get three projects in order to get confirmation. It's going to be a challenging one month but I believe I can make it.

領悟

過去一年多的我一直困在一個無解的問題與循環裡
為了跳脫這個狀況, 我選擇開始一個新的生活
一開始我還是無法就這樣把過去留在過去
但當我看到上一篇漫畫時
它觸及了我內心深處
也讓我下定決心放出想解決問題改變狀況的訊號
但回應的只是一個沒有再繼續的短訊

這讓我真正領悟到了
"只有我自己能欺騙自己"
一開始就只有我自己在幻想
這期間一而再再而三發生的狀況
其實都清楚地顯示真實的情形
但就只有我自己一直在欺騙自己
把所有事情都無理地合理化
然後選擇相信種種荒謬的解釋
不過現在所有事情都很清楚了

經過這個洗禮
我對自己更加了解
也對未來有了更清楚的想法
結論就是"MOVE ON"

我只能也只會讓我自己變的更好
因為我無法接受不開心不快樂的我
至於其他人, 那是我無法掌握的
我更不應該因此而錯待自己